hapi nano aint so hapi now
do eva get tthat feeling wen ur jus so wound up, so annoyed at everything, so fustrated aboot friends/family/school..., where u go from being the noisey, weird, bouncy, hugging, looney person to someone who can't smile?
i gess not.
Sarah says ever1 feels this way at times. like god is miles and miles away from me, like i dont really have ne friends...people jus put up wiv me. dont get me rong. im not riting coz i want sympathy (altho sum wud b nic!) It's jus weneva i try n think of nething gd, either i cant-n all i can think aboot is the ppl that hav said sumin or dun sumin that hurt me, or to think aboot nepal, or to wish my life was different or i jus take my annoyance and fustration ut on ova ppl.
i dont want to want to b different. i like the way i am. i like my personality...n if im da only one hoo dus....then hoo cares! lol hmmmm i feel hapier now trhanx sarah and maf and dan....n all u othas hoo i am tlkin to hoo r distractin me from feelin sowie for myself!!!