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Sunday, 17 Oct 2004

hapi nano aint so hapi now

do eva get tthat feeling wen ur jus so wound up, so annoyed at everything, so fustrated aboot friends/family/school..., where u go from being the noisey, weird, bouncy, hugging, looney person to someone who can't smile?
i gess not.
Sarah says ever1 feels this way at times. like god is miles and miles away from me, like i dont really have ne friends...people jus put up wiv me. dont get me rong. im not riting coz i want sympathy (altho sum wud b nic!) It's jus weneva i try n think of nething gd, either i cant-n all i can think aboot is the ppl that hav said sumin or dun sumin that hurt me, or to think aboot nepal, or to wish my life was different or i jus take my annoyance and fustration ut on ova ppl.
i dont want to want to b different. i like the way i am. i like my personality...n if im da only one hoo dus....then hoo cares! lol hmmmm i feel hapier now trhanx sarah and maf and dan....n all u othas hoo i am tlkin to hoo r distractin me from feelin sowie for myself!!!

Wednesday, 6 Oct 2004

line up here i you want to be my date......

well dont all cum at once! lol. seems im not as popular as i think i am! lol.
well, the germans ave gone now and life is slowly gettin bac 2 normal....if there is such a fing in my ouse!. dee has a job and is complaining bout avin to get up at 6.30 in da morning!!!!! said to me....just u wait till u ave to wake at 6.30 n hen c how ur temper will b al day.........DEE FOR THE LAST......8YRS I BIN WAKIN UP @ 6.30 IN DA MORNIN!!!!!!! *sigh* she jus dont get it! hehe

im looking for a date to my christmas ball and im waiting for offers....................

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*sigh* im feeling so unloved! fine then! ill b a modern gurl n cum up 2ya all in school 2moz and ask u! hah. makes it harder 4 2 say no then!..................or jus mor embarressing 4 me......woteva takes yer fancy.
so b warned!!!!

According to skerma im not ment to ask as me msn online name for a date….im meant to threaten boys….n apparently it will work well with me as im ‘quite a scary girl’.....????????