Naomi's World Of Snails

well. it has been a hectic weekend in the life of nano. (and nano is my name for all those peeps hoo seem to be disagreein wiv me this weekend!)
on friday, me n sar went swimmin....cept spent most of our time waitin around as the oldies swam. then in da evenin, i had my first shift in serving 84 def ppl. it was really hard coz we didnt no them yet, so didnt no their diets n hoo had wot diets. also we had a lickle mix up wiv da desserts but we got there in da end. as much as i woz dreadin brecci da nxt mornin, it wasnt too bad. i new them by now - hoo had wot diets and cud jus about make out wot they were sayin. n lunch was funi....poor poor jon! hehe
in da evenin, we went to elens house warming prty! woohoo! twas fab wasnt it sar! there were lots of cwl ppl there n most of em were about our age and they were all christians so it was really fun.......tho 7 cups of coke n a wine wasnt the bst of ideas!
by sunday lunch i was gettin good at thisa hole servin def ppl thing....n now, mor than eva, i want to learn signlanguage!
sunday evenin, ew went to all nations....lol sowie andy u missed out! me n sarah kept on jumpin up n down - outta our seats coz of all da ppl we knew. i woz so amazed how many people came hoo i met in aquasplash a few months ago! i still didnt get to tlk to rachel willis and i sooooo wanted to tlk to paul n ask imn how his dog was! bu at least we saw rhys! now u undastand wot i told u bout im dont u sar!!!! lol aint he jus soo lush!

God i need your help. i feel like im in the shadows of those around me. i want to be individual and stand out in my own way, but i seem to have the shadow coming of the talents of others. i fim good at something, someone always hass to be better than me. if im proud of my achievements, someone always has to squash my happiness with a sarcy commment or bragging about how much better they are. i try and believe in myself....but i seem to b the only one hoo does. others are always telling me that i wont be able to do it, i cant handle it, its to hard for someone like me, they tell me ill never get there....unless i work hard...n come on you cant onestly believe a nano can actually work for something. but god i dont want to be selfish. you put me here for a reason and i need t help to understand that and to follow you without always thinkin of myself

well hulo me fellow ppl. i have a big dilema. n believe me it is very confuzeling!
i am ment to drop one subject and as of yesturday....i duno which 1 to drop! it is all very confusin bt i will not go into great detail bout it coz almost all da ppl ho read this will no all bout me problem almost as much as i do anyway.......but 4 6 weeks,up untill half term, i will take all 4 subs and then decide....that is wot mrs owens advised n i fink it is easier (anything to put off makin up my mind!!!) so sociology or german!!!!

nuver thing is....im doin jaffa but i want to go to stardaze or woteva it is called....a singin dancin n actin group which is on at the same time as jaffa.....so i dunt no bout that. but i thnk god wants me to stay at jaffa.....tho in all onesty im findin it hard to hear god at all at the mo. (shurrup u noisy stumach. stop blummin rumbling)......also...with all 4 subs...do i ask for less shifts at work? do i not help with beyond extreme wen im not working????? ahhhh too much for me smal brain to comprehend!!!

well. how nano misses her nepal. riots, road demonstratioons, people setting fire to tyres, curfews for the whole of blummin kathmandu.....only being able to leave the house durin 2 breaks, 1 in da mornin n 1 in da evenin....bout 2 hrs each. but best of all....NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .... now i know i neednt complain as if i was in nepal i wud only have had 4 wks holiday for da suma....but no school!!!!!!!!!! hehe
i mean they even had to wlk home in evacuation groups! how excitin is that!!!!! i fink the only thing that aint so excitin is me friend had an epileptic fit in da middle of da road durin a pe leson!!!! hmm they still do pe in class 6 n 7 at kisc???? hmmmm

today wasnt bad.....did sum tidyin up, cleaned up me sea monkey's container....went to town....bought a black pair of tusers 4 skool, a brown skirt....tis lush ish......n sum new chaples...i mean flip flops! yay! finally. blummin sitc took my flip flops....ne they were from nepal! ahwell....agen i wil live

cam home, changed n agen went to werk....c a pattern here?????.....checked out da guys sum mor, dropped a cup....agen nufin broke! yay.....n cam home agen! wow fun!

so soz maf. i aint cumin out 2moz....coz it will b da first day i get to stay at home n finish my rm! it is half a pigsty 2day as i aint had time to finish sortin it out!