Naomi's World Of Snails

i twas just readin me first blogs....dya no, ive bin blogging for a year on the 28th?!?! cwl or wot....newayz, yea i was readin them an realised how depressing my blogs r latly! lol. it sounds as tho im always ina mood......im no! just i only seem to blog wemn im ill, upset or stressed!!!!! (just thort id clarify that!)

yea neway, i was readin them...n they sooo random! talking bout me teddy bear yddet, arguin wiv mattthew on al the blogs! ......hmmm i miss those carefree days...not that thye were very carefree....jus l;ess stressful....ok ok ok im shutting up now!

zone out (again. tut tut...OK! IM SHUTTING UP!)
naymoo xxxxx

oh an i forgot i was goin to go to nepal this easter and do a fundraising thing trek majig....n andy u werez goin to cum wit me so had an excuse to buy new tops!....ah well. to late now. oh ho sad. i wish i had remembered...then i mite ave gone...hmmm ..... OK! i really am shutting up now!
i need coke.

well i is quite disappointed. after being nagged so much, i blog and 24 hours later no1 has commented! tut tut! hehe

not got much to sayz. cat tis annoyin, bin following me round all day like a lost soul, cant get into me work n im off to play squash at 9pm 2nite. woohoo thatll be fun hehe

nehooz i betaz goez.

nay-moo

well! helo agen. now for my monthly checkup! lol
im sori i dont blog much (for all those hoo remind me weekly!) but i only get to go on da puter like realy late usually so mafew logs off wen i wana blog lol. ahwell im here now so no wuries.

its bin an eventful few days wiv elin sar n i goin to a fancy dress party! elin n i went as clowns and as swn as i get the pics back i will post a pic of ius!!!!! only prob was....my nite didnt end so well.....yet agen jenjifer...u missed me gettin totally drunk spewin all ova sum1 elses kitchen! lol but we wont go into that because i had enuf ppl remindin me about it constantly at church yesturday! but 1 thing....it is not the best thing to do to get drnk infront of people oyu go to chrch wiv! lol we ment to be all about not drinkin n bein able to stay in control...yea nehoo

i shud be doin me work but i can b bovered and like sarah...am in a distracted mood and am gettin nowhere!

my dad has gone to n.wales for the week an i didnt go wit im coz i ave to do drama rehersals this week

ummmmm duno wot else to rite......GOING TO GERMANY IN DA SUMMA!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAAY
i get to c sum of me friends from nepal! u can not evn begin to think how delirious i am aboot that! its like i have won the lottery....but not really as then i would actually be a ble to afford to go...but in reality im guna be havin a expensive suma...but still IM GOIN TO GERMANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope andrew had a gud berfday. soz we cudnt do nufin else but agen andy u left it a bit late! u shuda learnt frm new year that for a gud prty to appen, u ned tim! lol. oh he'll neva lern! so yea thanks to sar n i he did sumat! (my heds not gettin bigger onest) hehe

nought else to blog bout so i be off n read uvases blogs....parently andy has blogged so im of there next...then i shall c if ne1 else interestin has blogged.....hmmmm

pink flufff out
nay-moo xxxxxxx

well....howz life....okish.
i think this has got to b the worst year of my life n im hoping that it is never this bad agen. for many reasons...the most prominant at the mo being our financial ...... worries. first - dee. she doesnt seem to see the urgancy and pure need for her to get a job. no all she dus is sit and rak up the electricity bill by watchin tv and havin everything possible (electrical) on in her room. she is constantly cold and has the fire on nie on permanent.
second - dad is getting very stressed and quite upset about the fact that he cant get a proper job. he loves working at home access in church...but it doesnt really pay the bills quite as sufficiently as wud b liked.
third - mom works ALL day and i never really get to see her anymore and she's always tired and likes to yell at me....not that i dont deserve it half the time...
n finally - me. i have a job wich i enjoy and love da peeps i werk wiv...but....mor n mor peeps r werkin there...meanin that each of us get less shifts. n now im gettin a whole 2 shifts a week. great! n this week im not evn werking. i need to get a new job...but then wen wud i werk. thye wudnt be as willing as hebron to give fri nights off n sunday mornin off. n i mite hav 2 give up jaffa or pilates or cell or beyond extreme or singing in church or sunday school.....so i duno...alll i no is we dont have enuf muney and i gess...since i want to go to uni nxt yr, im guner have to think hard bout stuff. i really wana do babysittin partly coz then i can do homework as well... so if ne1 can help me.....suggest away

yes i no all of ya hav bin waitin 4 an update but it means finding the time! so this'll b v. short as im waitin for lorna n el 2 cum so we can do drama cw. grrrrrr
my hair has been a huge hit. im gessin u have all seen it seens as only about 3 ppl read this....lol....but on friday mr thomas had a lickle chat wiv me n said he wud havta tlk 2 mr lightman bout it.....oh dear.

ahhh gotta go.....will update soon...promise!.....bixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

well! its a wunderful life. my birthday has gone down the drain, i mite not...probably wont.....be able to go to germany in da summer for a school reunion for my last school in nepal, im guna fail my last xam....n i failed the one i did a wk ago...im sure i did....i have to go bac to school nxt wk...an i dun wana. i was really ready to kill myself by the end of last term n i duno if i can handle getting bac into it. i cant keep up wiv da work, im finding it so hard to revise and all. im way behind in all da welsh bacc work, the work is soooooooo hard, i cant do my drama cw...n if i cant do tha i havnt a hope in hell 4 uni.
n nw i cant evn get my fuckin hair dun. for months ive bin plannin this n now, the nit b4 my appointment dad says i shud think long n hard b4 i get it dun coz ive got uni interviews cumin up in a wk n ill 'luk lik an idiot' n 'they wont tak me seriously'. n wiv the colour i wanted.....i mite not be able to sit my xams in scool.....for fucks sake they were only goin to b highlights! he aint wurried bout the colour i as goin to dye the rest of my hair!

life is shit!

well well well! a whole month! poor old yous! a whole month means that u have missed alot. mainly the count down to my berfday.....which is now in 6 days 10 hours and 30mins. i was guna have a bouncy castle but that didnt work out, so me n elin were guna have a fancy dress, but that, if it happens, will b sumtim iin feb as we doont really see ne1 till end of jan nehoo. so i thort id go out for a meal on me berfday wiv a few peeps....but that was too difficult as i cant do *small group of friends* ( and no not because i dont have ne friends andy! but thanx nehoo!lol)
so i thort id invit4e ppl from church...cept it couldnt be on wednesday , me actual berfday, as sarah would be in hull(???) for a uni nterview. so i thort ok! tuesday afta jaffa....cept she will be leaving tuesday eve b4 jaffa coz her interview is early wed morn!
so i thort monday nite. but the thing is xams are not totally ova and so i duno if i want to go out then......but it is still a possibility. so i thort sunday! 30th between the morning and evening service at church. go to a restaurant in penarth for 1.30pm and then wander to the peir or cliffs or alexander park or sumat....but andy an tom cant cum...duno bout laura, aint asked ne1 else....cept mark....n it wont b fab if he is one of da only guys there....so ya no. i mite ask ppl bout this sunday.......reeeeeely short notice but uvawis i fink tht for the first time in the welsh bowdlers history.....nano isnt doin anything for her berfday. not a big thing wiv lots of friends like many other times, let alone sumat small like a meal. which is annoyin 4 2 reasons. 1. i always do sumat.....i make any xcuse for a party. every birthday howeva insignificant i do sum kind of get together and 2. an 18th is ment to b ur biggest yr! n so far it has bin crap. (not that it has officially started yet) i fink since september last yr..... nufin has evn gone half well.

well...as much as i wasnt looking foreward to the ball just a day b4 its happening......IT WAS FANTABULOUS!!!!!!!!! Elin and sarah came over to my house around 4.30 and then at 5.15 we went to hollies an d all got ready there. it was really funi and Mark - hollies bro - was luving it! 4 beautiful gurlies getting dressed and ready for the night out. sorry guys aboot being late! lol. so yea we got to penarth for 7.45 and found laura, rhi and sum of da ova gurlies waiting as well as barry. hehe. so we went in and it felt all promish wiv fotos being taken n all! *nano is grinning cheesily*
we went in and there was lots of ppl there already andw e made our way round saying our helos n tha. at first i felt a bit odd as most people were wearing dark colours or black....while i was wearing this lush purple dress that really stuck out like a sore thumb....but as people arrived....more colours were added...tho mosty red colours....but i still rekon my dress was the best! lol. sarah looked absolutly gorgeous afta months of anguish and dress finding....laura masons dress had long dangly bits at hte back and was really really nice! hollies was a plain black dress that made her look stunning! and elin was dressed up as oddjob - so again just describing herself!

so we got round to tlking to almost evabdy...each pulling each other in different directions to tlk to this person and that person and say how lush this dress was and how smart that guy was.....it was awesome....and kinda weird seeing eva1 dressed like tha! Rachel and tom came together looking cute together. mark and fru, steve and jen, francis and rhian (?!?!?!?!). Then there was us gurlies, scott, baz, gareth, joby in her lush red dress and her date, luke, james, tim, rachel, georgie, katie...so jeremy was playing christmas songs on the piano then the band came up and played for a while.

now i thort it wud be hard getting the gurls up to dance but they cam up wivout a fight....and we pratts of ourselves from the very beginnig. lol there was all these cuples dancing to a slow song and then there was me and laura and elin and hollie....dancing like fools! lafin at each other and trying to drag uva poor random souls up to dance!

then we had the awards section for best couple - helen and angus douglas, best baddies - elin and ed, best bond - steven and best bond girls - jo and sara. then there was a lot of thanks and blah blah blah.....then the disco bit started. but they didnt have 'build me up buttercup'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob sob*
hollie laura elin and i were up and down dancing and drinking - then soon sarah joined us and we al ahd a good time! my poor mommy cudnt handle da noise and was tired so went home but we stayed the rest of the night.
it was a good night in the end. did some random dances id neva herd of but others had, did macarena, grease.....i kept on asking barry wen he was goin to ask elin (most of the time he told me to shut up but still). in the end he managed to ask her and she said yes ...... sooooo ELIN AND BARRY ARE AN ITEM!!!! awwww so sweet! hehe...i fink the rest of us gurlies were mor excited than those 2 put together but still. lol.
party poopers of the ball - andy and rod ...tho rod came up to dance afew times but went again since andy didnt cum....tut tut.....barry and scott - tho by the end they were groving away wiv us....hehe.....and chris....but i finks he felt a bit out coz he didnt really no nobdy!
chris had a bit too much to drink so dad took him, dee, elin and hollie at aboot 12.10am whereas laura, sarah and i stayed until aboot 12.40am while we waited for glen to pick us up.


then - next stage of da story - the sleepova! woohoo!

we all 5 sleep in da wohnwagen - RV - caravan majig. if u cud call most of the nights activities sleepin!
we talked til aboot 3 in da morning - during which time we talked aboot goss from da night, hoo was wiv hoo, hoo still is wiv hoo, hoo got togever wiv hoo.... hehe.....bois, dresses.....and christmas as a hole. also we tried foning peeps...tho nobdy cept sar seemed to have their fones on but there was bad reception wiv sarah so i cudnt really speak to her....she txted me bout 10 mins later.

most of us went to sleep....cept me and i finks most of da ovas woke up evaso often. but i fink da only fin ill tell u bout da rest of da night is sarahs mumblings of

'so did u enjoy being a turnip then'

wich we had fun lafin aboot for a whil in da mornin! lol ya freak sar! hehe.

well i gotta go and wrap sum mor pressies and get stuff from da wohnwagen....so im off

zone out

nano xxxxxxxxxxx

well, i jus wana start off by sayin, nobdy eva agen tk to me bout my crimbo party.
like my title says, life is crap. n u gota believe wen i say tht because i tak evafin wiv a pinch of salt. things dont usually upset me unless it is sumin major to do wiv a friend. but at the mo, i fink if ne1 cam 2 near to me, i mite bit their heads off. (made worse by the fact that i have had 4 hours of sleep since 8am on tuesday mornin.)

louise im sori bout ur berfday and that it didnt go according to plan but if it is any consolation, i had a gud time. as long as im wiv my friends im ok....so i hope u kinda feel da sam way. thanx 4 lettinme cum in da limo tho. it was great. i was so xcited aboot goin in it! lol. tho my next cnquest is to stand through the hole in da limo roof!!!! fun!u shuda dun that yesturday! lol

i cam back from elin's today and decided it was time o sorted out me dress for 2moz....but that proved to b a wrong move as me dress is totally rong, and because my boobs r so big, i cant wear a strapless bra meaning my bra shows 2 much and is all wrong for da dress it luks naf wiv wot i havta cuva it wiv. . i havnt been able to get my hair dun....was guna get it cut short but cudnt affoprd da hairdressers in da village n my normal hairdresser didnt fone me back at all....my earings are the rong colour......so i cum online to get away from all tht...tho i shud learn not to mak my online names corrospond wiv my moods and my immediate thorts!
i go and read mafews blog......comments on past blog bout me party n wots goin on? n ful on argument between ppl hoo were n werent there - calling my friends n me bitches.....mor than i cud handle. i thort i had patched things up wiv liz...but now i duno n 2 tell the truth i dunt no if i can trust her like i used to....well not at the mo nehoo. but like i said to laura mason. i had nothing against liz cept that i was jelous of her - (which im not sayin wasnt asked for) and i delt wiv it the rong way....which i hav bin told numerous times by numerous ppl....makin me feel even more of n IDIOT than usual. but afta readin mafs blog and reading wot her friends seem to think of me n my friends.....oh i duno. maybe thast got nufin to do wiv liz....but im not so sure.
also, i didnt jus get drunk because of wot was goin on between liz an andy. as elin n baz will tell u, i brought up ppl like kim n that. - the only 2 ova bois hoo i have liked. old memories id rather forget were brought bac, mixed in with annoyance at liz aswell as being wuried aboot dan n tha.

Afta sayin all this and makin no sence at all to anyone but myself, im jus asking that people plz dont argue nemor. im not blaming anyone, nor do i mean to say a bad word about anyone, and i ask that others...spec those hoo werent there, not to get involved and that nobody (that means mainly you my dear chums) says anything bout liz. wot happened on friday nite is no1s fault but my own and has nothing to do with anyone else save maybe liz and andy. please dont argue because im feeling bad enough as it is let alone being the reason y my friends end up not tlkin to each other nemor.

i duno wot else i can say other than thankyou and sorry about friday. it was a mistake and hoopefully it will not happen again. lol

zone out
fluff xxxxxxxxxxxx