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Sunday, 19 Dec 2004

Ahem ...... peh!

yea so i enjoyed Naomi's party, twas cool.

It was very nice to see everybody again, some more than others but neh...

I have a little battle going on in my head that i can't seem to sort out =/ Its worse because christmas is coming up... events, seeing things, hearing things its all too confusing for me -_-
Work is gonna be a pain.. i seem to be working alot this week and i keep finding myself easily exhausted... i felt so weak yesterday and i was only working a 7 hour shift...

i'm working

monday: 3.15pm - 9pm
tuesday: 4pm - 9pm
thursday: 1pm - 10pm argghh
friday: 1:30pm - 5 or somthing like that, i can't remember...

I've also been having some rather strange dreams....... they seem like memories, infact i know they are memories... like i'm in flash back mode... only they seem so unbelievable to me. As i descirbed at an earlier point they seem to 'Run up to me looking all nice and pleasent before poking me hard in the gut.' Its driving me nuts

on a good note

i sent out my sinister christmasy email thingys (i've still got a few of them to send)

if you get one feel very good cos they aint going out to too many people. Only good friends.

Tuesday, 30 Nov 2004

*groan*

On a good note my Animation project seems to be going well, i hope it turns out well. .....thats about it

other than that........

I'm quite fed up. College is annoying me... alot.. My course is really cool but i just really hate this one teacher and his lessons >_ He made me stay behind lesson today so he could make me feel more guilty for doing nothing in his lessons..... i've never been good with all that 'arty go mad with paint' shit... He told me not to go to his lessons if i wanted to continue doing nothing...grrrr. I'd do exactly that but i want to do well in the course as a whole so i HAVE to go to his lessons...

my life seems to consist of : College, Work, Computer

if this continues I'M GONNA GO FUCKING CRAZY

Wednesday, 24 Nov 2004

heheh.. today has totaly sucked ass... everything keeps going wrong... wrong as in just damn embarrasing.... i think that maybe i need to get more sleep. I had the wierdest dream, i was in a large building like a hotel or something but it was in a tropical country, there had been unusual murders involving people being ripped open and left there, i seemed to be watchin over a group of people like it was a film...err I eventualy got to the conclusion that a giant sea monster, crab thing was eating the odd person and the bodies of the fallen were returning as zombies to kill somemore people.... ------------------- i would just like to pause this and say that if this dream would ever become a film it would seriously RoCK ------------------ ...........anyhows i woke up thinking 'what the f**k' and decided to have a shower completely forgetting about the time and thus was late leaving for college...ack. To make things worst i was greated half way to college by my braindead nextdoor neighboors son.... he is basicly the complete opposite to me. For example he dosn't mind walking to college with me.. where as i would be a very happy person if he would be locked up forever... He probably thinks highly of me because i have the skill to reach up into the chocolate machine at work and take whatever i please... *sigh* -_-

The half an hour it took to get to college was filled with that awkward silence i HATE ever so much... later on I was so hyper i just couldn't hold back from being a complete fool for the rest of the day.... i completely embarrased myself on several occasions and realised i had two projects due in for tomorrow...urghhhhhhh

i can say now that its not gonna get done.. i think i'll have to settle with a referal or two...

Sunday, 21 Nov 2004

Well today has been ok, i've got alot of my research done for all my projects, i'm just needing to print it all off now. Its been really cold so i've been wearing this silly big jumper thing to keep me warm, lol i look so stupid. I suppose its just been a really lazy day, i just wish i didn't have to get up early for church... urghh... So yea basicly thats my whole day.... i need a decent film to watch because i'm gonna die of bordom...

everyone seems to be going to see the lostprophets tonight so i'm feeling pretty damn gutted, i wish i could go but i couldn't get hold of any tickets *groan*

Saturday, 20 Nov 2004

just a few pics

This is a drawing i did last night... its pretty odd but i quite like it... Theres something to it.. hmmm



and this is a pic of my dog! her name is flecha ...meaning arrow in spanish

Friday, 19 Nov 2004

Well today has been pretty cool.

I went into Barry town to try and get a system link lead for my xbox but i couldn't find one... oh well. I ended up looking at all the books in smiths.. found some pretty nice ones.. i bought 2 rather large books about the artwork in the LOTR films. They feature concept designs for a lot of the characters and scenery... yoink Cost me £50... should help me alot in the future.. i'm gonna run outa munneh quick lol

so i got home and tried to do some collage work but failed pretty bad... i seem to leave things to the last minute all the time
I got bored so i made the below image for matthew, it took me about 2 hours.. only because i'm not used to photoshop 5.. heh
i've been chatting to various people and promoting a certain persons blog... *rolls eyes*

I HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF I HAVE LOADS OF COLLAGE WORK TO DO *slaps self*
i have to transform a ball into something and then back to a ball for an animation project....

any ideas?

TA DA

I've made you something Matthew.

i don't know if you can use it for your website but i was just really bored.... i can always make it smaller.

yay

Seeing as I’ve got more free time I’ve decided to update my blog \o/ hurrah

Yesterday was pretty good, I enjoyed myself a lot. I had my day all planned out ahead of me. I thought I’d get up nice and early (7), have breakfast, take the dog for a walk along the beach/rocks, come home to have a rest, check out the net and then leave to see all my friends at st cyres. Not much really went according the plan. I swear my alarm clock didn’t go off but I also remember me attacking the alarm clock… but I thought that was a dream…. Errrrr so I didn’t get up on time which was kinda annoying. When I got around to taking the dog out for a walk I didn’t really notice the rain until I was quite far from home… I looked like a drowned rat.. plus the dog kept misbehaving, trying to eat anything and everything it could see.. silly thing.. When I got back I had a little time to check out all the websites in my favourites list which was better than nothing It wasn’t long before Marc called around and we left to go to st cyres.
We missed the train that we planned to catch so we had to wait another 20mins for the next one.. in the rain… *sigh* We missed the target time to get to st cyres (first break) so we had to hang around for an hour because I personally didn’t feel like making a fool of myself by looking through class windows.. basically I didn’t feel like doing what Marc was doing.. he’s such a fool So after a while we started to wonder around because Marc wanted to find some teachers so he could get some projects back. So after going back and forth across the whole school about 5 times I got sorta fed up and decided to wait outside reception. It wasn’t long before my sister and her friends started to bug us but soon enough Naomi and Elin came to the rescue.. hurrah. Sadly Elin had to go somewhere but after a little while Naomi led us up to the maths room. It was a lot full-er than I remember but it didn’t take long for me to recognise everyone. I didn’t bring anything to eat so Matthew gave me his little kit-kat chocolate thingys which were very nice. THANK YOU MATTHEW……..mmmmmm chocolate at lunchtime.. brings me back to the good old days It was nice to see nothing had really changed too much since I was last there. Nick was still listening to music and annoying people Matthew was confusing me with computer talk because I asked him about internet connection speeds. At least now I think I know what DSL is… I feel so stupid sometimes… umm Naomi was being happy/hyper/Naomi I briefly saw Sian but I didn’t get a chance to talk to her. Sarah was reading and listening to music… I always find that hard to do because I loose my concentration… Finaly Hollie was being…errrrrm …well she was being Hollie I was also introduced via arm-wrestle to Hannah… who I shall say is very strong 0_o The arm-wrestle was fun if not a little painful, lol. Oh and I demand a re-match because it sounded like she let me win because she said she gave up.. tsk tsk . Marc’s laser pen had a journey around the room from person to person after Nick had finished shining it in peoples faces but I’m pretty sure marc got it back in the end. It didn’t take long for the hour to end and I had to go. I would have liked to stay longer but I had so much college work to catch up on waiting for me at home. I’ve decided I’ll have to sneak into school at least once more at lunch time to see everyone because I really enjoyed myself and found it really nice to see some old and new faces
Naomi had a free lesson and decided to walk with me and Marc and soon enough we bumped into William. Tis a pitty that i was working that night because Will said he’d invite me over for a ‘Halo 2’ match. I’ve never lost a match at that game or the original game so I was pretty pissed off that I wouldn’t be able to kick his ass buahahah When I got home I got started doing some work but soon enough found myself trying to fix my webcam. I didn’t actually fix it because I couldn’t find the correct driver for it >__0 only when I saved it to CD it wouldn’t open on my dads laptop so I couldn’t print it…. Meaning I have to do it allllllll again… It was about 2am by then and I was too tired to really give a damn..
So overall I really enjoyed visiting St Cyres, it brightened up the rest of my day! But I already miss seeing everyone so I’m conjuring up plans to see everyone again! Wahey!

Wednesday, 21 Jul 2004

ah ha!

This is my blog, anyone that dosn't like it..... feel free to piss off

i had a very happy day full of rather happy events..... that is all.... for now...

now good night people....